Thanks to Daniel Bedingfield,for singing such a very nice song
If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We will make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We will make it through
And I hope you’re the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
Cause I love you, whether its wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I am not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
this song…
Dear God..
I know I miss him. I don’t know whether it’s good or not, but honestly it hurts a lot to myself. now tomorrow is the day i’ve been counting down for several months, not because i’m too excited to face it, but it’s the day i wish would never come. it’s a half an hour to tomorrow, i cant afford myself to face this.
to my dearest Lord, please grant my wishes. make him happy, where ever he is now for I am so in love with him and I want nothing but the best for himself. please help me to be strong and carry on life. I’d really wish that I can be with him again, or at least be close with him. I know maybe it will be impossible to happen, so that’ll be alright if there’s no direct contacts or something, atleast i can meet him even in a distance it would be really nice. but please, again, if that is not the best for him, or it wouldn’t make him happy, that’ll be alright if I keep those passions for myself. The most important thing is his happiness.
for H wherever you are right now, Happy 1st anniversary with your girlfriend. If she has made this year a wonderful year for you, I am here really being happy, for you have met a great woman who had been a really great companion for you :)
I Love you, I always do
Those weird things
so this is actually happening. one and half years ago there was an incident, something happened to me (not telling what the incident was). this incident gave me a really weird effects. so i kept seeing numbers, all the same numbers every day. i don’t know what’s happening, but this is really happening. there two numbers which are number 11 and number 31. it’s really REALLY weird, cause it does happened every single day, and these number were every where. passing through my daily life anywhere and it does bother me a lot. A LOT. but i kept thinking that it was just coincidence.
until this month. I AM SURE THAT THIS IS NO MORE COINCIDENCE. I am not joking, it happens to me again! I’m not sure when was it exactly started but this thing gone really weird for me. it makes me thinking that this is not just a coincidence but it was actually meant to happen. meant to happen to me. i am really sure that it actually means something that i still don’t know what it is…
God… where should I find the answer?
somebody know what is happening?
I NEVER HAVE THE GUTS TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU ALL OF THESE YEARS.
I miss you.. :(
Lily is a Great Dane that has been blind since a bizarre medical condition required that she have both eyes removed. For the last 5 years, Maddison, another Great Dane, has been her sight. The two are, of course, inseparable.
OMG :’)
This :’)
If I text a person in the same room as me, I stare at them till they get it.
I embarrassed myself earlier today by taking the wrong turn when i was going to the rest room in the cinema. i didn’t see the ‘ladies’ sign so i missed it. some people saw me and noticed, i don’t know maybe some try to held their laugh. i really hope i could disappear at that right moment -____-
She’s funny i know. love her <3
